THE LIFE OF ENSON DEMON

What a long time I lost,Finally find my way back to this blogger.

2010-05-29T12:30:00.001-07:00

My last posted is SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 20, 2010

I had been lost a long time ago,What have I done between this few months,Am I so busy?Until no have time to updated My blog.Just now,clicking on my laptop,I realized that I had a blogger account,but I forget about it between this few months.What a funny things i done?

I never expect that I need to updated it everyday,but since I already register one account,I should always update it,or if not always,at least sometimes,not few month once.

One thinsg I realize also,this is my own blogger,but mostly the things that I posted before,the blogs i updated,all is about my emo things.Why last times I'm so emo?Isn't bacause of her?Forget about it,not important at all...

I think I should trive it always to updated,even have nothings to post.

This few days I Very very emo,This one I can admit about it.

Recently face many problems,Financial,Family,Lovers,Jobs,and Study.Suddenly all like surf,At first the sea reflux,then a big tsunami heading to the town.WTH!!!All comes in a hurry,u can't stop and need to face and settle down it.Walau...

I hope I can have a lot of money and help me to settle all the things and problem I face,I swear I'm not gambling,just the dairy pocket money,Becasue I'm too good in spending.About my family,I hope she will get well as soon as possible,very miss her...Lovers,Forget about it,nothings much to say,not putting so hope on it.Jobs,Now I only hope try my best to achieves what I want and make it into the company.Study,I only can say that I will try my best to do it well,becasue I don't want to let them feel dissapointed on me.Im the only last.

Thats all I can say now!Many things to say,but lazy to type,will seperate into few blog.Rest now.

Rest,is to go further...

Long time no see lo...

2010-02-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

Have a long time no have updates my blog ad...haiz...nothings much to say...
now is the lunar new year.Happy Chinese New Year.

How r u guys?

I think about half months no have updates and view my own blog ad.
hahaha...

Now is day 7 for chinese new year.Going to Genting tonite...

Day1-Go Ipoh with my family,so miss my auntie cooks...she cook alot nice food...hahahaha...Miss nia

Day 2-I be a good kid,stay at home,juz go out at nite,go find my buffet's auntie pai nee...hehehe...

Day 3-Me,Wooi seah,Beng Huat and Wooi Feng Go for movies....lol

Day 4-Go to Taiping,Jawi,and Sungai Petani pai nee...Damn Tired on that day.

Day 5-Guai Guai stay at home.

Day 6-Go movie with Hong yeh and wooi seah...hehehe...(This new year i go watch 3 movies with them)

Day 7-Going to Genting tonite.Tortoise now very noisy,he keep on saying and askng ppl to borrow him RM35 to buy a Locked...lol...Wanna Punch him and let him faint ki more easy.Now me willy torty 3 peson at sunshine's xiao er kopitiam...hahaha...waiting hory come to fetch us to prangin mall and go to Genting.Can't wait,hope can enjoy this 3 days 2 nites genting.hahaha...

Monday will reopen college ad,hope this sem can shun shun li li pass all and go to year 2 and graduate on time.Wish me luck...GTG o...BYE.

Holiday-ing

2010-02-05T00:32:00.000-08:00

To all Tarcian-wish u all have a great holiday o...And happy Chinese New Year.

HUAT ARRRR~~~!!!

New Year eve...Last day for 2009...Enjoy the last day.

2010-01-06T04:47:00.000-08:00

I kena tarik...and kena...Arh~~~
bad post,18xx
Happy New Year 2010...

Too tired ad...

kena raped...
Act Cute...

Andy's Business...lol
Hey,dont like that la....Study room lo~~
Not eraser's comp,is handphone and eclipse's competition...

No plan,no plan...What to do?

All in my mind on that days only"where to go?" "where to celebrate?"

No plan...

Last minute,530pm.We all decided to go L4D in Q-zone and 11pm at bed cafe,pulau tikus...

Before that,me cindy tortoise and ming loong stay in study room study,but not study...doing not things.lol...

11 of us-laze,cindy,see fauw,cherry,tortoise,elooi,andy,me,ming siang,justin ng and ming loong...

Bed cafe countdown,drink beer again-sien...without beer what can we have?What can we do?Its quite fun on the last day of 2009.Just abit boring,all the plan use on christmas celebration.Don't know what can we do already...Me elooi and tortoise not enaugh sleep,fall sleep in bed cafe...FUNNY...Is my first time to sleep in public.lol...Besides that,I want tell all one things,Andy Mao ge broke a chair in bed cafe...unbelievable...He very strong or big size?hahahaha...Blek^.^.On that day maybe I think too much,I become moody because of someone and somethings,it drive me crazy...Forget about it,we just a friend.

Before the end of 2009,I make a wish...I wish I can get what I want in 2010,and put all my efffort into it.Start to learn to earn money,Do what I wish everyday in 2009.Maybe I can't do it well in 2010,but in the coming days,coming months and coming years,I should do my best to do it...Can't tell here what I want to do,After I make it,I will let u all know my result...Gambateh!Bye bye 2009...Welcome my dear 2010.

Last Christmas,2009...25/12

2010-01-06T03:59:00.000-08:00

Xiao li,What want do to me?

Yucks:)
I like this muchie:)

Chivas...
U see this before,New time clock...Got 64 min
I kena buli by Ming loong and tortoise,Lingurl watching...
Lingurl,dont feel sad,U ad enaugh big,juz KO by laze....

R they Pregnant?
Hey:)how many months....

Wao...18xx

So yam jin....

So many People..........

That day we have a lot of fun on Christmas eve and Christmas day...Is quite enjoy.

Laze,See fauw,Cindy,Elooi,Andy,Wen ping and his girlfriend,willer and his girlfriend,lingurl,tortoise,Enson,Khai ling,Ming loong,Andy,Esonx & some...too many~Left Cherry,she go KL with her family,so miss her...lol

Before Christmas eve,we all decided to have a BBQ at paradise beach.Buy buy buy...Buy a lot of foods and beverages to there,that day a lot of people go there celebrate & count down for Christmas.Its out of my expectation,too many people ad...wao...nice~!No need traffic jam,no need waste petrol also can enjoy the season.Just too many people ad,so its still abit boring.

After count down,me~Cindy~Andy~Tortoise~hory~Lingurl~Elooi~Ming Loong and Xiao li go to Mc donald to continue our next station...I gotta feelings,wooohooo~~~We all at there drink chivas,lol...what a crazy things we have done on that day.Inside Mcd also can drunk,others sure think we all crazy de,Drink coke also can drunk!Actually,we all add Chivas inside the coke...lol...Crazy...We also done alot of crazy things in side Mc donald!Whole upstair is our voice and our laugh.haiz...Its quite fun on that time.So miss...We use 1 hours to finish one chivas,unbelievable...From the photo I upload,U can know that we siao siao de...Everyone also put their eyes on us.So pai seh nia...haha...

Then after that,Cindy~Elooi~Khai ling~Tortoise and Ivan continue Q-zone for L4D...They so geng still can continue...That time I ad noob,Can't tahan ad...So i choose to sleep,because next day I still need to work...lol...Then wake up I drive back home and work work wok...haha...Merry Christmass....

Random

2009-12-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

Guys,I'm back after 2 weeks dissappear from blogspot...Anyone miss me?lol...I don't think so.Last month actually me and my friends go alot of place and watch a lot of movie & do alot of crazy things too...lol...because of always go out,so no times to post and update my blog.Now I decide to korek out my some times to update...lol...U all also know lar~Im very busy de mah, wakakakakazzz... Nola,actually laziness lo~zzz...I'm a lazy worm,hahaha...

Actually too many things to update i also don't know where to start...haiyo....One sentence to represent all,Fun with last month in 2009...now 2010...A new brand year,Wish all my family,friends and all over the world"happy new year" and wish u all have a great year in 2010...gambateh with what u want to do in this year o,Don't give up easily...work hard,study smart and enjoy what u have now.Don't care its bad or good,this is destiny...just accept it as your part of your life...+++U...

Gathering...Pearl Hill,Hard Rock hotel & fases

2009-12-03T06:48:00.001-08:00

1/12/2009 655pm,suddenly receive message from lim cindy.Said that laze ask us to go out on 930pm,oook...then go lo,but laze no say want go where just said to her got who go only.Haiz...suddenly receive message again,sorry,laze said 730pm go out...lanli~~~now ad 735pm liao...sommore juz wake up nia...haiz...oklo~!

1st we go to pearl hill have our dinner,then all of us gather at there.Wao...Me torotise seefauw laze hory esonx cherry & cindy...8 of us,crazy crazy de...After dinner we went to hard rock hotel at batu ferringghi there.Finally,finally I can go ad...Siok nia!we go there round and round...Nice design...I like it,ROCK!

Then we go to fases yam cha and chit chat at there,and play game,hahaha...Most funiest is eson go take handphne num with a girll...hahaha...kena lagi lo...haiz...Pity esonx,zzz...!we sit there untill 12am all feel a bit tired ad,then we end our gathering journey at there...so tired...hahaha...

Mr.laze 's birthday party...

2009-12-03T06:29:00.000-08:00

Wao...A tired day...Waiting for WC and steven comeover penang together go buy ingredients!Around 5pm me,Jason,Cindy And Tortoise go to Tesco at E-gate there meet Wc & steven,on the way to tesco,cindy tortoise and jason concentrate playing rubik cube,then only I concentrate driving,haiz...my eyes so tired.Buy & BUy & BuY...hahaha...then finish ad we go eat KFC at island plaza,oh gosh...delicious,likes KFC so muchie...hahaha!!!Around 9pm we all come back to mine hostel prepare the ingredients...We doing Steamboat lo!!!Nice,Tasty,Perfect & YUMMY...This was a part of a surprise wan to give to laze,but how we know the surprise ad broke before he come back.Haiyo!!!sad nia...But we still have fun of it la,eventhought there not have so many things to eat...hehehe...Happy birthday to Mr.laze Tan.

Today morning 1215am...

2009-11-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

Today morning me and my friends go watch 2012...hahaha...finally watch it ad.A nice movie for me,I like the ship inside the movie,I wish one day I also can saw that type of ship and and got chance to sit it...So nice.It is a nice movie,it talk about the world comes to the end of the day.If one day our real world also become that,I think it will be a very sad tragedy.The story also very touching,most of the human die.I think Just left about 40 thousand people alive.Haiz...This movie also teaching all the human being in this world,we should protect our world when its got chance,don't destroy it.It is our responsible to protect the world...I very like about this movie.hehe...

After movie we go to subaidah,because we all are very hungry we sit there untill 430am...Wao,a day again we play untill so late...Haiz...Can be old man ad.hahaha^^...My fren they argue about what everest moutain and what kinabalu moutain how many feets or anythings,hahaha...Funny...I also want join also,but ad very tired,so better sit and keep queit.hahaha...Finally,I tak boleh tahan ad,so i decide to come back hostel liao...hahahaha...Finaaly can sleep ad.

Today I wakeup at 230pm,hahaha...siok nia...But whole day stay at hostel,lazy go out,skip class again and eat roti...hahaha...today's life no meaning...hehehe...Maybe later go have my dinner and supper,because whole day just eat 4 pieces of roti and soup only,now feel very hungry...

Hahahaha...One day post so much,Am I crazy?hahaha...Bor huat,long time no update ad...hehehe...Okla,I think I need to stop liao.I promiss I will try my best to update my blog everytimes...hahaha...Try my best,okla...Stop here ad,Bye bye.Don't miss me oooOOO>...

Random 2

2009-11-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

Already one week above no have update my blog ad...Time past so fast,juz awhile only,already one week ad.Actually no have much to post now,after the things and the one gone out from my life.My life like meaningless.What should I do?What should I post?But its still a good things for me,because after G-p things,I post alot of hapiness things and share more hapiness things with all my readers,not much worries & waiting for the hope and sadness things.Maybe its already out from my life,but some times still will think about her!Don't worry la,Just think only lar~~~...

Okie, let me share somethings here,on 17 nov midnitez and 18 nov early morning,about 3am to 6am,they say will have meteor shower fall into earth.hahaha...Nice...Me cindy tortoise shinigami andy seefauw wenping xiaojie wenkhang and shini's fren went to paradise to see meteor shower.We at there from 2am until 6am,haha...At first,we wait and wait and wait,but still no have any meteor fall down,but after awhile,about 3 somethings,wen khang and shinigami and wen ping suddenly saw one meteor.Keep continuing we all also saw the meteor,but as the saintis said,it will be a meteor shower,but we wait an wait also no have,but nevermind la,at least we saw it...The only one fail to see is me...Haiz...I'm not sure that I see is meteor or not,because when I look around juz see a little bit things pass.Not sure on it la...Maybe I saw it myself also don't know.hehehe^^...After that we go to MCD eat breakfast,hahaha...finish eating just realize already 730am morning ad.Oh my god,haven't finish my assignment,but juz left a little bit only.It need to pass up by that day.After go back hostel and do it quickly,finally finish it before 8am.But very kek qi is my computer suddenly shut down,All my assignment that I recorrect all gone.I remember when i go out it still ON.No electric cut,suddenly shut down...worst...But thank god also,because I still remember what I correct,juz correct awhile only...Then I go to have my sleep and rest time,I skip whole day class,damn tired....

Wao this blog also very long lo...hehehe^^...just share my things with readers la...Not so important de...hehehe^^

Kun Thai Kun thai(14/11/2009)

2009-11-19T05:48:00.000-08:00

After finish work,tired face...

So cheap lo...RM153.80

Kangkung & kelabu sotong
The one,YUumMEE...

Wao...today saturday lo...finally can go kun thai ad,I think ad one year ad no go there eat thai food.

Time past so fast.Today I 530pm got work,hahaha...siok nia,can earn money again!!!But at nite spend money to eat thai food...hehehe^^...

We...Cindy,Shigami,See fauw,Cherry,Andy,Elooi and me are planing to eat Kun thai.So we decide saturday go to bagan ajam,butterworth there eat thai food.Wao...siok nia...On that day Ivan my roommate,he make big airport to us.sad nia!we reach there about 1130pm,we still waiting shinigami they all reach,they all come over from penang,just because wanna eat thai food.walau eh...They so rich,come over juz eat thai food,then go back penang again.
Tom yam seafood,my favourite food...nice...lol...YUMEEE!!!We totally order 6 food of it...I don't know whats name of it la,but all very nice...Some photo to share ooo...NIce...I want go again,now so miss there food...Muahahahahaa....~~~!!!

11/09/2009

2009-11-19T04:44:00.000-08:00

Birthday Girl....
Connie Tan

Eris Foong

Shirny Ng

Today is the day 3 of my friends birthday..Connie tan,Eris foong,and Shirny Ng.I feel very sorry to eris and connie,cuz cant celebrate with them...cuz the time is too rush ad.So,its difficult to me to go 3 place.However,still wish them happy birthday...

On that day,I went to Gang Hou Guo again to celebrate my classmate shirny's birthday,haha...Already 3 week go there eat steamboat ad,some more every week on wednesday,so gam...hahaha...no clubi,now go steamboat,siao liao...haiz...Bor huat.Some photo we took on that day.still very happy at there,Happy birthday to shirny...

爱的事务

2009-11-08T07:06:00.000-08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，
在别人面前她都是淑女。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
让她即使生气也不会超过2天。
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。
于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。
因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；
而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。
你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。
她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。
你了解女孩吗?
　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，
你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。
可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。
不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。
不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。
越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——
无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。
请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，
只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。0

Random~~~

2009-11-05T11:04:00.000-08:00

THIS ONE ABIT LONG,COUSE LONG TIME NO UPDATE.SO,DECIDE WROTE OUT WHOLE WEEKS MEMORY,BAD AND THE GOOD....hehehehe~~~Pai seh...

Today Friday,babe...
hahaha...Already one week coming.Wao~so long time no update my blog already.This week got unlucky things happened to me,but still go some lucky things happened too.hehehe...Haiz...1st things,I lost my pocket money on saturday nite...walau...About RM200 above...Xim tia.I'm so careless.2 weeks ad,I no working,no more poket money,summore so many frens birthday,WTF!
This week Im so guai,because from monday to friday I only hang out with friends on wednesday.

Wenesday,ITS andy mao mao and cherry Boomb boomb's birthday...haiz...only day I go out,world record for me.We all together go to GANG HUO GUO eat steamboat.Delicious...hahaha...so miss Tom yam soup...nice,spicy...WOoooHooOO~~~
After that about 11 somethings we all so gatal still don't want back hostel.For us,its too early to come back hostel..."THE NITE IS STILL YOUNG"...I'm the vampire,thats why my blog put "The Life of Enson Demon",thats me...hehehe...Then we went to gurney plaza watch POKER KING.Damn funny...“B-你孤独吗？G-我不孤独只是寂寞！。。。我已经让你看我的寂寞了，那你现在要给我看你的孤独吗？"shitla...So yam...After finish movie already about 3am sumthings already so we all are decide back hostel,all look very sleepy ad...hahaha...Finally.

Today I woke up at 130pm,my classmate call me at morning,he said he not going to class.So,I thought that he mean he not going college today.Then I decide keep continue sleep untill 130pm,my sister call me...Walau...dreaming la...Nice dream.But cut by my sister call...haiz...330pm my classmate call me again,he said he at college going to lecturer class now...Walau eh,330pm liao,now juz tell me his going again....Suak le...Don't want go ad.Today I cook curry chicken hahaha....I make it ad,its mine first time to cook curry chicken...Nice...So happy.Then 11pm,andy cherry and tortoise go to cindy's house eat yesterday de cake...hahaha...me and Ivan also go over there finish the cake.Haiz...then we go out again,Go where leh???hahaha...Of couse subaidah la...hehehe...and now is the time to sleep,so tired,2moro still got class...hehehe...Good NItezz world...Muackkksss....

Miss my money baby...

2009-10-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

Oh oh oh...Miss my little cuttie money baby lo...
she cute,naughty,playful and noisy...
My new family,hahaha...Chihuahua...she name is Money girl.
But we don't know it is truely chihuahua or not,not free to take her to checkup.
She very manja with my family,especially me and my sis.when she saw anyone of us go near by her,she will start to do a pity face to want u play with her.After u let her come out from the cage,hahahah...die...she wil play like a mad dog,run here run there and turn and turn.It very funny.
But she very scare when she saw my mum,cuz my mum always act like very angry and jerit with her,actually juz want to kacau her.when my mum go near by her,she will sit at there and watch my mum...hahaha...nice!But also good as least she scarewith my mum,if not she very naughty.N0w no have any pic of her to share with u all,I will post it as soon as possible...hehehe...Miss my money so much!

Cindy Babe...

2009-10-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

Ooops...The one who always long tiang,the one who always think she is very sexy and the one always hiao hiao and sot sot de.She now aldy 20 years old lo,same age with me lor~~~wakakakazzzz...
She no longer be a teenager lo,adult adult,Whee~~~Cindy babe...
Last saturday we all went to sunset bistro to celebrate her birthday,Wao...Secret recipe lo...Nice~
Summore we buy somethings special for her,is a wearing thing,hehehe...GUESS GUESS!
Haiyo,no have any picture can share with u all.
After that we whole gang go to MC Donald to continue our party...hehehe!At there untill 3 somethings...walkakakazzz...we all crazy!But its fun.
Yesterday Is her big day.
Me Hory Tortoise Ivan Steven Wenhan and birthday girl went to GSC watch Sorority ROw.NIce movie,Its not so scary,but geli~~~
Like that she spend her 20th birthday lo...but saturday more fun...wakakakazzz...Beer!
About her,I think not much le...hehehe....Cannot let her have a space on my blog,BLEK~!
But is your birthday,nevermind la!Give u a small space la...LOL

My heart

2009-10-20T04:05:00.000-07:00

<我抱着我>~~~：

安静的夜黑了

白色蜡烛哭了月光冷了音乐都仿佛沙哑了

凌晨的风凉了

我的怀抱空了这一刻的你会在谁的怀里呢

我抱着我的梦醒来了眼前世界模糊了

有你的回忆奔跑着幸福也走远了

我抱着我孤单来了心碎你会听到吗

祝福的话和自己说不能相信你不爱了

看星星都睡了连咖啡也凉了

心痛醒了世界都仿佛颠倒了

凌晨的风凉了相片变黑白了

这一刻的你会不会想起我呢

我抱着我的梦醒来了眼前世界模糊了

有你的回忆奔跑着幸福也走远了

我抱着我孤单来了心碎你会听到吗

祝福的话和自己说不能相信你不爱了

这是一种折磨我的左边你去哪了

这是一种透彻说过的爱都过期了

我抱着我梦醒来了眼前世界模糊了

有你的回忆奔跑着幸福也走远了

我抱着我孤单来了心碎你会听到吗

祝福的话和自己说不能相信你不在了

我抱着我梦醒来了眼前世界模糊了

有你的回忆奔跑着幸福也走远了

我抱着我孤单来了心碎你会听到吗

约定的话和自己说不能相信你不在了#

Tired...

2009-10-20T03:25:00.000-07:00

A day that finish my life with sleep , study , and eat.
Nothings or anyone can let me know what can I do again , without the meaning.
Wake up to college,having the 2 hours class,sit inside the room,under air conditioner.
OOOOOooo...Hungry,havent take my lunch,walk to canteen with the focusing eyes to look a round.What I'm looking for?Don't know, also don't want to know it.
Walk...Walk...Walk...Walk...
Aikss...take some food la...
After class I take my car to wash,wao...start thinking again...STOP THNKING LAR~~~STUPID.
Done ad...back to hostel...arh...my life so meaningless.
ANythings let me do?
Any job intro?
let me forget the first...
Forget it lar...SLEEP now...

放开

2009-10-19T11:27:00.000-07:00

也许上天要我把重要的事情做完，要我把一切都放开吧！
放开你也许是对你对我的好方法，
我明白我已踩入沼泽的深处。
我不想再挽留些什么，即使再怎么挽留，也只是空虚一场，
离开你对你来说是一种解脱，但对我来说是一道很难复原的伤口，
也许时间会把我的悲伤和伤口慢慢的带走，但在短时间内我必须活在痛苦里，
只要你觉得开心，你要如何都无所谓，只要懂。
你也不会体会到我的体会。
你懂不懂有些话并不需要说出来，我却不懂，
因为会把一些事物演变成伤害，但那已经没关系了，已感觉到。
想了想，也许是自己傻傻的等候，一厢情愿。
我的想法与你不同，我的以后了解或许会让我自由。
愚蠢的自己已把自己打入悲伤区，明知是死路还硬要把头闯过去。
连看电影时会想到连机会也没，让我的一个机会也没了。
所有现在的想念和問候只能留作以後的代口。
等待现已变成失望和痛苦。
原来的时间等待只是一种错觉。
短时间内不会再遇上喜欢的，或喜欢上，因为伤口再也承受不了。
一切都无所谓了，自己也许会很狼狈，那又能怎样！
告诉自己了别再为她流泪，但偶尔还会眼眶红红的。
我心里的多少忐忑你知道吗？
算了，既然你已作出决定，怎样都没办法了，不会有奇迹。
Argh....~~~第一次的伤害，好难受。
坐在海边让自己冷静，忍住悲伤。
看着天，看着海。。。世界还在转，云还在飘，只有悲伤的我停顿了。
想疼爱的计划全变成一场荒谬。
傻傻的自己被伤害了，需要时间。
长短时间也需看怎样。
疼痛的我只能孤单着一人。
好伤。。。

Bad MOod

2009-10-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

No mood to update my blog now...Maybe 2moro...Sorry guys...

Long time no see...

2009-10-15T23:44:00.000-07:00

This week Im totally lazy to update my blog,even nothings to do I also very lazy to update...Maybe I feel that nothings happy or moody to posst.lol...But this week I still hang out so many times la...with cindy , andy , cherry and some...Wednesday I was going to club,hahaha...so beh siok nia,waste money,cuz that day Im not feeling well,cant drink so much.Haiz...Reali beh song...haiz...

This week I spend so much of money also,Need to control from now on,if not I no need to buy my Handphone le.If Im not spend so much,maybe Im now can have my own handphone le...So geram.Can't blame anyone,this is my fault.lol....

This week a lot of my fren fall sick,one of them ad fall sick,feelheart broke.Can't takecare of her.I think she also no need me to takecare la,her family will take good care of her.Just can use my carring to care her...haiz...Reali worry about her now,She now still go Gurney...Wish her go well...

Im going back home now,later got work,I think next week just update my blog again la...hahaha...Im now blogging also very rush on time,hahaha...Going take my lunch now,and will go back home 330pm...Okla,I stop here...bye...

Wish all my friends have a good weekend la...

YYEEEPPPYYY>>>>....

2009-10-11T21:35:00.000-07:00

Pass passs all...wahhaha....finally,I can say bye bye to business statistic le.Today wake up I also forget today result come out le.Check check...Still lagging,haiz...what to do?Facebook,Cindy ask me,she help me check the result,NERVOUS...nervous...So go to her house and see~WTF!!!PASS PASS>>>yahooooo!!!OOopss...I copyright "yahoo" de words...Don't know they will sue me or not...heheheh...Haiya,nevermind la,happy mah...wahahaha...Im siao liao...later go Red box celebrate,so siok...hehehe...gambateh enson TAN~This sem must pass all also...JIA YOU!!!

Good luck for all tarcian.

TO u...

2009-10-06T10:26:00.000-07:00

想成為你的專屬，守候在你身旁，看著你，喜怒悲傷想成為你的天使，伴隨在你心裡，守護你，一路歸航.

Yesterday 06/10/2009

2009-10-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

A new day that wake up because of some noisy guitar's sound.lolzz...Is my housemate bring friends come back play guitar.Is ok...Aldy woke up,cant fall sleep aldy...After woke up just face to my little cuttie computer.hahaha...I don't know my computer have sense or what,everytimes when the nite is late,it will automatic jam at there or suddenly cant function,then after wake up,it functioning like normally.Funny & Scary!!!Today meet up with Qiqi,she come over penang just want to watch movie and go gurney kim gary.lolzzz...Beh tahan with her.Then,I went to shopping with Ping,hahaha...Buy 4 discount T-shirt...Wao,spended around RM150 above.lol...I just notice that I forget to give back money to Qiqi about the movie and the dinner,just now she help me pay for it.Feel fun with the movie,G-Force,nice & cute,hahaha...

Just now chat with her,view her profile and read about the comment...Is that she have somethings want to tell me or someone and she don't know how to say it out!!!Haiz...Dont' know larrr...Don't to think too much.But just now I ask again to her,she say friend 1st...ok...follow what she want,nothings can force about it.Just take it as normal,As long as she happy.Feel sleepy now.Good nite.

Holiday finish lo...

2009-10-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Today re-open college,need to come back to study le.Time-table also have it le.Actually yesterday need to come back penang,but because of want to working,so,decide come back on today.That say I ponteng,hahaha...actually first week no have tutorial class,thats mean today I no have class.Just now facebook test my lucky for today,hahaha...83%,but today I feel Im very bad luck.I left my wallet at home,haiz...sumorre fall sick,haiz...Maybe because of saturday and yesterday eat too much satay at my working place,so now get sick...Just now finish keeping my room,start to feel tired,whole body left of energy.hehehe...But now feel ok le,still can blogging.lolz...Later need to rest early,but now wait for my friend come back.okla...stop here...

TO ＢＥ CONTINUE MY ＤＡＩＬＹ LIFE~~~

原来只是一场梦。。。

2009-10-05T05:56:00.000-07:00

我抱着我的梦醒来时，眼前世界模糊了，啊。。。原来那只是一场梦，梦里的回忆有你奔跑着，幸福也这样走远了。我也抱着我的孤单，心碎的我你会听到吗？大概不会吧！好难过。。。你，每当我好不容易提起勇气想问你一些东西时，你就不回了，过了一阵子你又回我，但你没提起那我问你的东西，那时的我不知如何再一次的问你了~ 那天我问了你电话费时，过后真的有一股冲动想帮你还钱，因为没得跟你聊天真的很难受！但想了想，啊。。。算了，避免你妈发现我的事情。还不完全了解你的我真的很辛苦，不知你喜欢什么;不知你讨厌什么。。。也很难约你出去，自己也开不了口，因为你很少出门，而且你还要教跳舞，不想在你累时一直烦你，也不要你太累。很多朋友叫我快点行动，很谢谢他们支持啦，这也急不来，不然这感情不会持久。。。算咯！让时间决定一切吧！如果太快那会是一段不老实的感情，我也会努力的。。。我喜欢你。《G》。

A life

2009-09-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

This two day my life totally dark,financial problem,bored,bad luck,kena tipu and almost crazy...
What a suck life i get this two day.Yesterday I went to TMNet to cancel my streamyx account,before I go,I call to service centre to ask about anythings need to bring when we cancel the account,they said no need to bring,when I reach to TMnet,I ask again to them,they say u need to bring modem go,What the hell~~~!!!Is ok...Sabar sabar...
And next going back home,never expect my car will get problem now,air cond rosak,go for repair Rm570...hohohoho...I can go die now...This month is the bad luck month.All happen in this 3 weeks...haiz...I need to go pray pray lo!
Haiz...forget it forget it,Tomorrow go penang have fun,hahaha...is the nite for me to get high...wahahaha....

她

2009-09-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

今天早上刚睡醒时，脑袋里一直想着她，为什么？或许这就叫喜欢吧。一睡醒就忍耐不住拿起电话发短讯给她，哈哈哈。。。今天的我又告诉他我对她的感情了。。。但她过后就没回了，有时真的不知她在想什么，也许我对感情方面还不够成熟吧～！所以才那年不到她的想法吧，也或许因为停顿这么久没谈恋爱了。很难吧！但我真的很喜欢她。。。不然我也不会一直想着她。希望下星期可以很她出去咯。。。期待。。。

What she think about me???

2009-09-24T09:49:00.000-07:00

Hey girl,Wish to know you more

In my mind,I wish to know more about her,But I reali don't know what I can do!I was scare to find her,everytime I try to want to ask her go out, always not the time...Just like today,actually I ask her to have movie together today,but I forget that she have a gathering with her classmate on today,she told me before,but I forget.And last time,I also ask her to go to party at Vynn's house,but at that time she need to move to her new house.Is that call destiny?BUt Even it is destiny does not means that I will give up.I will not give up and do my best to prove to u.Maybe I'm not the cup of tea you want,but at least I try it,rather than doing not things.Last times I was ask which will she choose if between liking and friends of me,But she say "friend guaaa",I dont know that "guaaa"means what,I want to think about it,but not dare too...I Want to ask her again,but I scare to get the bad answer.Maybe I'm not enaugh brave to face it yet.I t think I should learn to be brave to face aanythings that happend to me.Anythings I brave to face it,just relationship no have that brave to face it.I want to say is that I like her,I know love and liking is not the same,I only can take it as liking,I don't know what she feel of me,If she also like me,then just can say as love.But I hope I can have that love with her in future...Because she is the first girl that I like after one year in college.

Singapore trip...

2009-09-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

Last saturday,I with my family went to singapore to visit my brother,he working at there.I very like singapore's environment,clean and follow the rules.
Haiz...waiting airoplane at penang airport,what the heal???delay one hours!!!we totally wait 3 hours at penang international airport...Feel sleepy at there...Finally 1145pm the plane has come.lolz....We reach at singapore aldy 1am morning.FINALLY~~~~Then next day we early morning wake up and went to many shopping centre lo...wao,very nice...Very cheap price...hahaha...but when we convert to ringgit,haiyo,actually same same nia la,we also go visit F1(Formula 1)run way in singapore,siok nia...then my brother bring us go have some nice dinner,wao...all the food nice to eat,I like it...Now very miss lo.Then we also go to sentosa,one of the place that have alot of entertaiment in singapore...Wao,very big lo~~~Its has 3 part,we need to take bus from one station to anothers...hahaha...tired lo...But thanks god no need to walk,is very far.
I also miss the night market at bugis lo,things have alot,prices very cheap,hahaha...
I think i will post the photo at here fews day more,hahaha...share with u all,but not much...hehehe...~~~^ ^

16;17;18/09/2009 Three days blog...hahaha

2009-09-18T12:56:00.000-07:00

16/09 1989-WEDNESDAY

My 20 birthday...hahaha...surprise...
Mid nite bout 12 am sumthngs,I go coffe Island with my classmate...We chit chat there,they very nice hahaha...they sit same table summore sit beside me,they also sms to wish me happy birthday...Wao...So rich.Then another day I go out with lingurl,cherry ,elooi,Ivan,laze,evon,cindy and esonwhat a nice present I get from them!~~~But my wish is to see her on that nite,but the wish fail..haiz...!We have movie on that nite,they so surprise give me an album,hahaha... unexpect they will do that,and also the last page of the album.hahaha...they so gai!`~~`But i like it la,so special...Thank u guys...After finish movie,we also decide to go Coffee Island again,but Cindy she go back hostel 1st,coz she got exam on next day morning...And my lovely friends wanna meet me,JASMINE company,SHAN SHAN mei,entau KK amd big mouth DA BING,hahaha...They so good also give me a good present,I like it so much....haiz...Ad 2 years no celebrate with my family,sad lo...hahahha...wish next year can...hope so...

17 /09/2009

TOdays nothing special to do,wake up on 6am to study,afternoon got one paper,BUSINESS STATISTIC,stupid subject...Failed 3 times...Hope this sem can pass easily.Then actually wanna go for movie again,but fully booked...WHAT LA~~~Our yeang chuan ge come back lo...haiz!!!But at nite we still watch movie,but at cindy's house...Wao...Best.We watch a stupid movie that make me cant sleep...aboout killer...Shit...Then watch happy 2009,so funny...hahaha!

18/09/2009
Early morning bout 2 am go subaidah with laze ;cindy & yeang chuan...After that we go back hostel rest lo,hahaha...Cindy kena rape by 3 peerson,so kesian...not rape la,just kena buli...I also kena buli lo...kesian...
Afternoon we go queensbay mall watch movie,Tsunami,WOOO~~~nice...I like it,but started a bit boring,when the tsunami times,it very touching and also pity lo...haiz...Hope to watch it again.I like it.
At nite we go lingurl house bbq,hahaha...rain rain rain...Maybe causes of eson singing...Eson pls la,dont sing when we go entertainment la,HAIYO~~~Actually I want to go back home tonite,but lazy,so turn bec to hostel,and overnite at hostel,hahaha...
Today no chat so much with her,dunnoe how is she now!She move new house today,I think she now must be very tired.Hope can help her,but she say no need,haiz...Hope she will becareful and takecare lo,Miss her so much,aldy almost one week no see her le.Now holiday,I think more hard to see her lo,hope can see her on holiday too....okla,wanna satisfied my want now,hahaha...wanna sleep le...tomorrow go singapore hahaha...at nite flight.must be fun lo!

Today-15/09/2009

2009-09-15T03:28:00.000-07:00

Today I went to watch movie...wao...nice "where got ghost?" with my ex-classmate.Yesterday I also go to watch movie too,aahahhahaa...with cindy,jia xin,vincent,eson & cherry "ugly truth"also nice...This two movie I watch in this week very nice,make me feel happy to watch it.besides this 2 movie also have some personal things happened too,is sad things and unbelievable lo...hahaha...cant say at here,want to know?Wait untill I'm old...hehehe..Tomorrow is my 20th birthday le,happy,but sad also la,haiz wanna 2- years oold le,no more 1-...sad sad sad...Hope tomorrow and today my last day with 19 years old will have somethings special that happy happen to me.Wao...aldy live in this world 19 years le,the time pass very fast.So lonely lo...A year that cant celebrate my birthday because of thursday got exam,my last paper lo,reali hate exam la...cant celebrate birthday,aldy 2 years le...shit!!!Haiz...need to keep continue gambateh to study lo...Haiz...SPECIAL SPECIAL HAPPY HAPPY...Happy Bithday o,Enson tan~~~

Today red box...

2009-09-11T04:15:00.001-07:00

Today 11-09-2009 friday,with one girl(secret),Lingurl,Cindy,Hory,Laze and Tortoise go red box relax.I dunnoe she will come over to meet us,maybe she come just because she want to meet lingurl.Actually when I heard that she will come feel very pai seh nia...But very happy because can see her.After that day she know about my things to her,I few to chat with her again...Happy still happy la,because I didnt expect that I can see her today.But one things that I know is somethings about her and her friends,haha...nevermind,just ignore it.Wao...just now when I driving,my phone suddenly ring,oops...my friend call me,but.......WHY got her karaoke record de!!!at chorus part,LANLI...no need to think also know who do it...siao liao...I think they all are crazy liao,feel regret to let them know about my things,if I keep continue secret it maybe now wont happen this things,sad...

Yesterday I got exam,microeconomie paper.Feel happy that all the point I study all come out,but very worry dunnoe lecturer will understand my point bor!~~~Start worry,if not I sure will failed de.Wednesday Nite i just sleep one hours only,coz of stupid micro,cant finish it,so have to burn mid nite oil...HAIZ>>>>The more worst is that chapter 1 and 2 i aldy finish memorize,but cant remember it...almost crazy...thank god i still can remember on last monute...hahaha...

Later wanna go bec hometown will be back tomorrow...haiz...hope no traffic jam la..

Siao....

2009-09-07T21:53:00.000-07:00

This 2 day almost become mad...streamyx line got problem;MSN got problem,;no mood to study,thursday want to exam le;no money le;life so bored...Walau,what a demon life~~~The most worst is that thursday want exam le,now just study chapter 1 only,still have 4 chapter,Har~~~lolzzx....Yesterday somemore go watch movie,Wah....Unbelievable,This sem final exam I most free de,everyone now still fighting,but I still can hang out...SIAO SIAO>>>

Aldy 18 hours no have any message or call from u,start Miss u when u no reply.But now exam time just dun want to disturb u,let u concentrate on exam...Maybe the percentage I can get from you is zero.Maybe their rite,Im not the taste of the tea that u want,and some more yesterday I heared from my friends say that someone admire u...Ya,I know have many of them,but suddenly That moment I cant breath for few second,feel sad and scare...U are the one almost make me crazy after the year I meet that girl,I dont know why,And I also want to know the reasons...Not much chat,not much sms,not much meet or see each other,but how can it happens?lolz...What I can do is just to wish u happy forever and all the wish come tru.haizzzzzzzz...all the best for me la.Want to Study now.bye.

A stupid day...

2009-09-03T11:38:00.000-07:00

Tuesday me and my frenz go buy somethings.then go red-box...hahaha...3 person in a large room,feel a bit sien lo...hahahaha...

Yesterday early morning I went to town to take somethings that I had order,thank u johnny to help me too...He is a nice person,help me and treat my like his brother.After i have take the things,I straight away go college wait for someone,someone that I hope to see.Then I pass somethings special for that person.Wao...I wake up so early juz because that person,first time la...And I also first time give up a things that I havent do it before...Unbelievable.This few day;few month my life become many unbelievable...hahahaha...Especially after Odessey nite.~~~Dont ask me that person is who,I wont tell u.SORRY ya...
Then at nite go watch a stupid movie with cindy,eson,vincent,wen khang,looi and cherry,915pm,FINAL DESTINATION,very stupid movie,disgusting.But also nice,hope tonite can fall sleep and dont dream about that disgusting things...hahaha...

Oopsss...aldy late.Wanna sleep now,bye bye...GOOD NITE.

today life...

2009-09-01T09:00:00.001-07:00

Today with jasmine and kang wei they all go gurney shopping,haiz...hate to go out leh,always go out will spend money de,everytime more than RM50.SAD!!!hahaha...1st i go four skin buy a slipper,then go dee beauty...YOoh...I change new hair style liao,but OH MY GOD...like kid kid...haiz...but I still like la,Johnny cut de o,sure will like de!hahaha...ANyone want to cut hair can go find johnny,he cut hair very nice...maybe u can consider with dee beauty,hehehe...Im now help dee beauty promote,U go u need to tel them what type of hair u wan cut,if not they will cut your hair more fashion...hahaha...they nice la...can consider.After that,I go take dinner with Ivan,cindy and LAZE(the most unbelievable guy)hahaha...We all go jalan jalan cari makan at tanjung tokong pasar malam,wao...so kenyang...haahaha...Oops!now aldy 1213am liao,today thursday lo,okla...I wan sleep liao,gud nite and sweet dream o...Tomorrow will be a new and best and happy day.lol...

Laze want to STOP smoke.

2009-09-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today very suprise,hahaha...because laze says he will stop smoking from now on.UNBELIEVABLE!!!Can he do it,I think imposible lo.In my opinion,a smoker will not stop smoking,take my friends as an example;He say:"I will stop smoking from now on",ya,he stop,but after one month he start back...This time more funny,is laze turn,laze say if we saw him smoke again,we can hit on him anytime and ask he do anythings we like,hahaha....reali unbelivable!!! only me,cyndi also not believe on him,because we not always with him and can curi curi
smoke and maybe he tipu only,we need to c the result 1st...!hahaha...ANyone want the record I can send to u all,If u wan please leave a message,i will send by email...wahaahaha...LAZE...Becareful o...

I also don't know it will happen to me...

2009-08-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

Start from the time I saw u,maybe is just a look,but it make me feel dont know what to do and keep attracting my eyes into u.lolx...I very confused on that time,from the first I know I start like u,It make me crazy,dont know how,aldy 2 years no have this feeling,suddenly come to me.After LHY know about me with u,I just feel OH MY GOD!haha...I aldy mad,how can it happens,aldy 2 years after I have break with my ex.I tell u tonite maybe I aldy do a wrong decision,I reali scare that will be disturb you for final exam.I think shouldn't tell u all this,maybe I will make u cant concentrate on the exam,even will lost u and the friendship between u and me.But what can I do now,I aldy make the mistake to let u know.Maybe one day I will receive your reply,I no brave to face the answer from u,bad or gud also.I maybe not the type u want;not handsome as others;no good as others;not the best and perfect as others,but only things I know is,I will do the best for u,even start from zero no matter what reply.From the moment I know you,until I get your phone number,I didnt think so much on that,just hope can be at your side,maybe not forever,but will try to make it longer,until the moment u want to left me alone or you feel Im not suit to u anymore.Now I only hope u can totally concentrate on your exam,dont think about what I say to u,just ignore it,just let me take it.Wish you all the best in your sem 1 final exam,Do the best ya!~~~Miss YOu.

Ohh...My Life!

2009-08-26T00:43:00.000-07:00

This my destine,every yearsmy birthday will meet up with exam.I dont want study la...Shit eh...17 september will be my last paper for this sem,Hiaz...my birthday on 16 september leh!sad lo...A year again cant celebrate my birthday le...What the sad tradisional that I aldy face this 10 years.Haiya,I aldy treat it normal,aldy 10 years leh,every years the same.But I still wish this year will be more suprise and happy things happen to me,not the sad things(I mention 1st),Are this will happen?Im waiting the day cuming,but most will same as last year la...But nvm la,if want to go out play,I aldy plan it,10 of september will me my last 2 paper,after that 11,12,13,14,15 of september i can prepare my last paper,so that I can go celebrate lo...hahaha...hope so!Wish too!lolxxxx...nice plan.

2009-08-23T10:47:00.000-07:00

My Birthday around the corner le...

Countdown 23 days for my birthday,lol...I still remember last years' birthday,stay at hostel alone,and computer accompany with,watched movie and prepare for final exam;no family & friends celebrate with me...WHAT A SUCK birthday year!!!Haiz...hope this year have a good suprise with my birthday la...But maybe will meet with final exam again,nevermind la,just hope have a happy happy birthdays' day.

16 september 1989

2009-08-23T03:39:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha...Back from apartment stayed...SIOK NIA>>>

Yesterday me and few of my college friends have a party at sri sayang apartment.Its feel fun,but a bit sien too...1st we all have not things to do when we reach there,after a few minute Hory suggest to go to swimming,hahaha...now the day was start to have fun.I always kena buli by they all,maybe im kuai lan...hahaha...but if not kuai lan,the holiday will be very boring,hahaha...YALA...maybe Im too kuai lan le...We also have some game to play,hahaha...very lan li is we use BEER(CARLSBERG & TIGER) to play the game,I suggest a game,but kena untill very tiam...we buy 48 tins,today just left 8 tins,what a siao siao group!!!Just play 4 hours nia,we settle 10 tins and above.LANLI...>>>But also have a bad memories at there la,swt...But one things is veri siok de,hehehe...We have steamboat on there...very nice.Today after wake up we keep all the things then go to gurney watch movie,"laughing Gor",nice la.A bit blur lo...But nice too,I like Laughng Gor,he very YENG,hahaha....Very tired now,wanna have a sleep lo...bye

2009-08-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

Come back from hometown to HOstel.

Wao...long time no go back hometown le...hahaha...two week nia la...so miss my family.When i go back hometown just know had happened too many things...My auntie.Haiz...sad nia,but secret about what happened to her.Today after come back had help my friend to move from lembah permai to my house,apartment.Oh ya...I remember i want to say 1 things about,last friday me and my few friends has go red box for karaoke.hehehe...so siok...we al like siao kia.play till mad le...WOOOHOOOOO....from 8pm untill 3pm...WAO!UNBELIEVABLE>>>after that me:wuang ching:Ivan and Aric go to gurney drive there chat untill 4 sumthings juz go back,but I still go back hometown,WALAU eh!hahaha...reach home about 5am le...LANLI,I too good to PORH.Next morning kena cuci by my parents...haiz...They care about me la,So,they just will blame me nia...This three day abit busy la,I go do passport,I WANT GO SINGAPORE LO~!YAHOO>>>...What a fantastic holiday for me!Still don't know isn't siok or not la...because go stay at my handsome brother's house.maybe will siok too la...I sure want to enjoy it...hahahaha...
I think I stop here la,Tired le,next day just post again la.Sorry about long long time just post a blog nia.hahaha...Start from today i will more free le,I will try to post more blog to let others know my feelings.and i will post more about my happiness...My blog will abit boring la,because all about my feelings and my daily life only,I will try to post more interest things...TRY TRY TRY!!!GOOD NITE.

2009-08-12T13:37:00.000-07:00

AFTER Odyssey nite go out with Prom candidates...

Hahahaha...what a swt day!!!let prom say untill i can't say anythings,haiz...IM so pity.Also pity with Ivan.hahaha...Today we go wathc G.I.JOE,It very nice,but feel like very imaginative.Maybe because of to many computer design,but very nice too...All total have 12 person go watch this movie;Me,Ivan,Looi,Darrick,Aric,Celine,Cherry,Cyndi,Legend see fauw,wen Khang,Laze and Kelvin Khor...hahaha...very tired to go watch it,but very happy also,cuz start feel all the prom very funny and like to make some unsense things,hahaha...After that,me and the prom went to Ali mamak to eat supper...WAO....very tired...now waiting steven to finish his bathing,his house's water had been cut by PBA,because of no pay the stupid bill,hahaha...very funny...Like that also can forget,LOLZ...okla,wanna sleep now...stop at here la...meet next time...

2009-08-12T13:21:00.000-07:00

After Oo9 feeling...

What a best feeling after the stupid oo9...Walau leh,so stress juz a college's event,can make me untill cannot sleep.Maybe I not enaugh experience to do it,still got many things to let me learn,but I think if I keep learning to do event,It will be more smooth to do an event in the future.An event can let me feel like A war that soldier fight with enemies...hahaha...after win the war,feel very relax and proud with what I have done.Most of others think that SWC is the most busier societies in the college,but are they know that can let us learn a lot of things that we never can learn by our normal life,but maybe they will think that an event juz a normal things,its very easy to do it,but when u get the job,u will get the challege...Is fun.Its tired,but I hope I can join this event again...hahaha...Miss u all the prom and committee who work together for this event.

2009-08-06T11:51:00.000-07:00

Dont ever think YOu are superman...

Somebody will think they are the superhuman,only they can do the things,others cannot...
Some Think they are expert with all the things,but are they think with more use common sense to think...
Some say they can do it,but untill the end,they say"sorry,Cant help u"...
Some they only use stupid thinking to do somethings,but they are doing wrong things,when tell them they say we not understand...
Some think they are the best one,but they didn't do anythings with the things they need...
Some be a chicken wife go do or help the things that no need to do,untill the end let ppl blame with KEI PO...
Some think they are more experience,but they do the things are stupid...
Some think they older more experience,all the new generation are a learner,but most youg ppl more good experience than older...
Some use others when they are in trouble,after finish using,they no say thank u,but give u a stupid face to see...
Some say somethings that didnt use their brain,only say what they want to say from their mouth....
Some always use the good faces to help up ppl,but the good face let others say useless...
Some cannot listen to ppl,always think they always the right...
Some didnt look into the problem,than straight a way nervous...
Some use their stupid face to have a friends...
Some they only will find u,when they happen somethings,and will come over to say u betrayed them...
SOme want others to respect them,but they dunnoe how to respect others...

WHAT A SAD THINGS???

OH MY GOD>>>

Many types of some,Don't ever think that u are the best,please listen to others,when u want to say somethings...And please be respect ppl 1st,b'4 wanna others to respect you.

2009-07-30T13:35:00.000-07:00

My mood down now...

Today my mood not so bad and also not so good.Just now I go watch movie with my friends:steven;jasmine;huey shan;ah bai;tatt;lingurl and johnny and me.I almost want to cry when I go to gurney,because of I had say somethings to all the candidates,and that things was very hurt them.Maybe I shouldn't let them know the news,but I do that just want to motivate them and to fight for it.The Odyssey Nite are around the corner,countdown 10 days only,I very worry about all the things,I reali feel tired,feel like Im the most busy in the event,actually not so,everythings I also want to help up,can say Im the busybody.Today I was very sad to say that things to them,haiz...How???I just only want to let you all know.I not reali means that u all not good for me,just I hope you all can do better to prove to the ones who say u all cannot de.You all thinks one word only can K.O you all,but are you all think by my side,I get more hurt than you all,I heard more than what you all know.I know I say that maybe will make you all feel stress,and maybe you all dont want join again.But I can let you all know one things is,I always support you all,if not i wont go find so many things for you all.Maybe one or two of you all cannot win the prize,but I want you all 9 candidates go do the best.Ya...just a competition.DOn't take it as so serious,just relax,have fun and this times can help you all gain more experience and learn somethings that you haven't know before.I reali hope you all don't give up.If you all give up,everythings I have done means that just turn back into white paper.haiz...I apologize to you all if that things was very hurt you,but I reali wish that,this kind of news can motivate you all to do more better.All prom candidates,I reali happy to know you all,I wish you all can fight and keep go on your journey,dont stop at there just because of ppl's gosip.Don't feel stress...
All prom:I want to tell you all,I will be with you all until you all finish this game,I will try my best to help you all no matter what things happen,juz hope you all will keep going,dont give up.Just left 10 days,lets fight together and have fun together within this 10 days and have fun on it.I wish i can see you all make the improvement...Trust me!LETS GAMBATEH YA!!!

2009-07-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

我该怎么办???

心好烦哦...最近我把我的朋友害惨了...怎么办???我第一次不只怎么处里.好压力!只有我自己吃死猫了.我好伤心.谁能帮我?我害了我的好朋友啊!我看,我自己惹的祸,只好自己解决了...就我自己当坏人了!!!因为我想不到办法去解决了.我想我朋友应该把我恨到入骨了,也怕了我吧...没办法了,只有这样她才没事.看来,我以后自闭会比较好吧,连朋友有事发生都第一个找我算帐或审问,不是我也会中枪,我就这么不让你们相信吗?算了,我少听少说话会比较好,有什么事不管好或坏都自己受好了.不然以后没人敢跟我做朋友了...算了,安静.

2009-07-20T09:12:00.001-07:00

Finally...Finalist

Today semi-final for prom & talent.haiz...today many problem had happened at the begining,but last it still smooth to go on...haiz...feel very sorry about him.When i counting marks n maked decision,I was headache,coz I hope all of them can go to final and gain more experience r...I don wan one of them disqualified.Haiz...many ppl or audience say they dunnoe today semi-final.I also know the publicity is not good,but what can I do...I know this is one of my job,but i have a lot of things to do,need to find some sponsor to them,I aldy skip many class le,and I also no have time to prepare my year 2 things...haiz...feel very sorry to my YIM24 classmate,i promiss to some of them I will go attend year 2 lecturer,but at last,i cant make it...Start from today,I think i will more busy then before,who can help me to do it some?haiz...nevermind la...I promiss at the final,I will try to do it well to prove back to all that this all candidates got quality,even prom or talent.I reali will try TO DO IT BEST...hope all committee,main & sub will coorporate together to do it well in final...Gambateh ya!!!

2009-07-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

Mistake...Stupid Enson.

how old m I???20??what the suck...!!!Always make mistake,when can I becum mature and and change my bad attitude.What can I do???Somebody help me,I aldy try to make it good,but why I still always like tat.Haiz...Im virgo,do everythings also wan to make it perfect.My communication way is very bad,this I know,but sometimes I very nature juz say it out,no others meaning,I aldy try to improve.Maybe some of u think im no manner,but what can I do???Just now I know is very bad,I try to change it,but aldy late.haiz...Stupid enson...from oo week untill now le,still the same.Bad attitude.I want to apologize to all about my bad attitude,to my friends or others.I will change it,I promiss that I will try my best to change and do it in short of time.And Thanks for my friends that always remind me...love them so much...

2009-07-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

S.W.C

S=Super W=W???? C=C????:Super W???? C????

Female or male?Donnoe...hahaha...u guess la...hahaha...

SWC is a funny human,like to play a fool,hahaha...but swc very funny,even like siao kia.Haiz...SWC always kena buli by friends,very kesian,but what can swc's friends do,swc always likes to kacau friends,even that swc sendiri pun tak kenal also wan go kacau.SWC siao de r!!!Swc also like to do somethings that can make ppl geram but ppl also will feel happy n laugh to swc.I think swc also very famous in our college la,juz because of swc funny attitude,sometime like a male,but sometime like a female...dunnoe...Swc sometimes hiao hiao,siao siao,serious,play play,like sam pat.I remember swc say wan to change his attitude,but untill now still the same la,maybe after few month will change,canot say de la...hahaha...Swc also always say wan to keep fat fat,but dunnoe can work or not leh...haiz...One things about swc is,when get some job or things to do,swc will put all effort & responsible to do it well.Swc also like to help friends who have problem,because swc a kind human.Haiz...U dont look swc siao siao lo,swc also got serious one lo...hahaha...when sleep.wahahahaha....haiyo...okla,i didnt say who is swc o...hahaha,i also wont tell u ans de la...hehehe...pai seh la...Swc is my friend la,cannot betray swc...hehehe...guess slowly la.

2009-07-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

我的生活性格3

现在这是第三封关于我的生活性格了,不知你们会步会觉得我的生活很好笑呢!!!或很幼稚!!!这次是关于我的饮食习惯...哈哈哈...我也有饮食习惯!!!难得.其实我的胃口是随着心情或感觉走的,爱吃什么就吃什么,我会比较喜欢有辣的食物,因为辣很刺激啊!!!而且辣是不会发胖的.哈哈哈...我变态叻.有时后心情不好时,喜欢吃甜甜的食物,因为可以改变我的心情.应该别人也会有如此习惯吧!闷时或累时就懒惰吃了,也要省钱啦.我人生最讨厌吃日本料理,就觉得怪怪的,而且吃了身体会红红的.刚才刚和朋友吃完晚餐而已.还不是很饱,当然啦,因为吃mcd啊...所以还好啦!不是很饱.我有点很利害因为我可以吃很多的食物,但我不需担心怕肥,该算浪费米才对...哈哈哈...因为我吃不肥,吃得肥的人不要生气我哦,我就是天生,也别羡慕...哈哈...好啦...性格3就这样啦...bye.

2009-07-07T01:55:00.000-07:00

我的生活性格 2

爱.分手快要两年了,到现在我还孤单一个人.有时有心事时不知找谁说好,一些朋友可以说,一些不可以说,可以说的他们不在我身边,我的好兄弟,那我只好自己受咯.好想念和他们一起得时候.给我本身比较喜欢自由和不受控制.我讨厌另一半控制我的人生,会让我觉得喘不过气来,也无法让我发展我的空间.或许他们会觉得我们会做些对不起他们的事,但给我,我是不会做对不起我另一半的事,大可放心吧!我是一个不喜欢就放开,不会死缠着,喜欢的话就会百分百对她好的人.有时也觉得自己要求高,但没办法啊...我要一个对我好,真心,关心,爱,不会骗我,不会背叛,美(还好啦)爱就爱,不看脸,最重要尊敬我家人和长辈.我喜不喜欢我会说的,因为我不想期骗.想拥有一段爱有那么难吗!不知道啦,或许我的缘分还没到!到了才说吧.哈哈哈...

2009-07-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

这两天的经历...

这两天的心情不知为何特别差,我做错了什么还是我倒霉!!!
真不明白...今天早上的心情还不错的,但放学后我去找一个人,那个人却跟我说这不能那不能.什么?我好不容易找到他却一声跟我说不能.去死啦...这么好的机会他们却不要,还假惺惺的说:我也觉得很可惜啊!过了不久,我再告诉她我的plan,她的脸马上变得很不想听的感觉.今年的你们怎么那么麻烦?我不想参了,也不想管了,只是为了帮些人才留下的.如果他们不要就随便,好不容易得到谈到的东西,一句话说不能就一了百了.或许你们看我部落格的人会觉得我很小气,随你们怎样想吧...我无所谓,因为我这两天就是被同一个人气到,而且还是老人家没大脑的,一个没做就说不能的家伙,又怕死的家伙...到时不要来说我找不到好的给你们.气死了...帮你们却没的到工钱,真的是"鸡婆没薪水".

2009-07-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

我的生活性格 Part 1...

已经活了20年,这段生活里偶尔会遇到挫折,但每当遇到时都会告诉自己"你可以的,撑下去,没什么我是办不到"...但这次我却办不到,!!!那句话对我没效了吗?有时觉得好累好累,或许大多数的人都觉得我生活都很快乐,那有谁知道我也有累想放弃的时候!!!之前,我也觉得我自己是无所不能.但渐渐长大了才知道,原来我之前面对的只是10/100的小事而已,或许这就是大人们所说的"你还小".我几时才能成熟!我或许是好强吧,难道是所谓的输不起吗?活了20年,我想我也得罪了不少人吧...但当我做起事来,或接到任务时,我都只要求完美,做到最好,得不得到工劳或夸奖也无所谓,不重要,最重要的是做到最好.所以大多数的我都会失口.就像在今年的oo week时的第一天我就失口了,大家都傻了一顿,但过了6个星期,我还很内疚当时把他/她们给骂了...也许是他们一时忘了时间,我却当场语气很不好的说了他们...真的觉得很对不起他们全部,过后我还被朋友讲了一顿,才真真发觉原来我是这么糟.我就是这样一副死性格,什么都要最好,到最后惹人讨厌.Oo nite要到了,我会把我的分内事做好,也会改掉坏性格和坏语气.要求完美是我的性格之一...

第一天的开始

2009-06-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

我是一个在这地球里占据都不到目前为止0.00001%都不到的人类.一个平凡又呆呆的小孩,那就是我...笨,蠢,呆,傻和没用的小孩.我是Enson,今年20岁,来自小城市.考虑了很久,我终于下定决心开我自己的一个部落格,让更多人认识我,更了解我.24/06/09 12:10am了.昨天23/06/09我的心情被一间笨蛋学院搞的乱七八糟,气死了,就只因为一张贴纸.他们竟然说'repeat student cannot apply'什么????开完笑...就因为从读生就不能申请.去死啦!!!算了没什么大不了...过后就去给Johnny剪头发,新的发型新的开始,我告诉自己,未来的日子,我要好好加油,让那些瞧不起我的人知道我的利害,告诉他们我是可以的,也让我家人为我感到骄傲...之后又和hory,cyndi,wanching,wenkhang & vincent去gurney吃kimgary,好饱,因为吃很多想要发泄一下...然后就去shopping咯!wanching & hory做了很多古灵精怪的东西,搞到大家都快要笑死了!!!哈哈哈...心情总算好起了一些.Haizzzzz...明天有个test,我还没温习那个课目,惨了!!!我现在要好好加油,考个好成绩...加油哦!!!你们要帮我加油哦!哈哈哈...好吧,就到这啦...